Real, down to mars girl

You probably don’t check this anymore. But I miss you.

It sucks when someone doesn’t like you, of course it does. If you’re normal and not completely full of yourself, you feel like shit, ugly, devastated (or, if you’re me, an exhaustive combination of all negative emotions!!!!). But you can also just walk that shit off and find someone new to get excited about. And for the millionth time: I GET it, errbody tryna get they dick suck. I understand that. But if you just wake up one day and decide you don’t like someone anymore, can you not just tell that person you don’t feel the same? That you don’t feel things are going anywhere…..that they aren’t funny enough, or pretty enough, or enough of whatever-the-fuck it is you want. Could you literally do ANYTHING else except ignore them? 

When someone just ceases communication, that is bullshit. It’s callous and hurtful and they’re already going to feel bad about not being attractive or interesting to you, so why not give them a break and lay it out? One of the basic tenants of being a decent fucking person is being conscious about how your actions might affect those around you and why - and that applies to everyone. I liked this person more than a normal person in the same situation would like the same person because when I like someone, I like them a lot; I like them with everything in me and it always seems to be too much or not at all. 

and i want to cry about it forever.